Sometimes Lyrics

Sometimes I find life worth living
Like each breath is a gift wrapped with a ribbon
Cuz each date we shape fate with decisions
And each chance could be the last one given
Black and white is what this world isnt
So many shades reflect UV rays
And color the cornea in unique ways
Creations canvas on daily display

Sometimes I wish I wasnt here
Wadcutter blows holes through both ears
Clean slate
Liberated weight
No fear
Ask me the truth and thats what youll hear
Some cant stomach a state so severe
Thats why the pills so hard to swallow
Pleasure and peril now pointless
Hollow
The depths of hopelessness
Where Ill wallow

Most times I feel apathetic
Like fuck it, whatever, and okay, forget it
Twenty-nine years and I still dont get it
But the feeling is real and Im unapologetic
Fifteen years self five leaf medic
Music and not much else to my credit
Sure I could do with a few life edits
But I dont fix shit
I just let it

This time Im more motivated
Hunger
Desire
Thoroughly cultivated
Previous attempts Ive somewhat emulated
While honing my craft
Do math and Ill demonstrated it
Still to deal with my ills Im sedated
Many an hour if its in my power
Depression is like wilted pedals on a flower
And this is my photosynthesizer


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